Bird is crowned in baby's breath, and my baby-mine takes my breath away with one look...
She dons a dress with angel-wings for all to see as a myriad of unseen angels' wings surround her, His baby-mine...
Framed in lily of the valley, this same intricate lace wrapped around her six years ago as the water-sign was made declaring her heritage in Him. Indeed, she is a daughter of the King, and beautifully intricate are His blessings for her...
In all white with piercing, reflective brown eyes that seek beyond words, she is a vision of all that is lovely, honorable, and pure in a single breath...could these soul-searching eyes of hers be an inherited trait of our King!?...the Kingdom belongs to such as these...
Suddenly her trust-lock tightens as she looks to me, and the ugly snake of self contricts my heart...
The self-loathing question threatens, "How can I lead this beautiful double portion of His when I am just a broke-down palace?"
The whisper, "my grace is sufficient"...
In His mercy, He lifts my eyes...
In His mercy, He reminds me of who He is...He has crushed the snake's head....
The Lover of souls whispers, "my grace is sufficient...you are my palace"
I am a broke-down palace, yet...
By His mercy, I am His palace; I refuse to settle for a cottage.
It is my posture that leads, not perfection; His grace is sufficient for the rest.
By His mercy, I am learning to love the pain of His rebuilding.
"Imagine yourself as a living house. God comes in to rebuild that house. At first, perhaps, you understand what He is doing. He is letting the drains right, and stopping the leaks in the roof, and so on: you knew that those jobs needed doing and you are not surprised. But presently He starts knocking the house about in a way that hurts abominably, and does not seem to make sense. What on earth is He up to?
The explanation is that He is building quite a different house from the one you thought of-throwing out a new wing here, putting on an extra floor there, running up towers, making courtyards. You thought you were going to be made into a decent little cottage: but He is building a palace. He intends to come and live in it Himself."
C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity
one of my favorites... :)
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